Hurdles

*two* 

of them 

to be exact.

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this is the one note symphony that plays in my head

even though i *know* there isn't a rush

per say

on either of these things

i feel 

*the pressure* 

to attend to them

and am at a loss as to how

and don't really *want* to do either

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in other news

winter is dumb

i dislike being cold

and going places

and driving to things

and the coats and the carseats and the buckles 

((and the slippery sidewalk balancing act ))

and wish the world would come to me

and world, if you do come, i promise to make you coffee or hot chocolate 

and to feed you snacks

so that you stay awhile 

and so that i

don't have to go

so please!!!

do.

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that's all really

aside from the nagging feeling that i am lonely and also never alone all at the same time

motherhood is weird like that

and so am i,

i suppose!

goodnight!